I’m a DJ, musician, and science nerd who studied Public Health and Laboratory Science. I’ve had moderate to severe depression for most of my life, and I now use legal medicinal marijuana to help cope with it.

When I began using it, I was hopeful that it would just alleviate some of the depression I feel, but I soon realized that my orgasms became stronger and more frequent when I combined masturbation and sex with marijuana. I learned how to give myself multiple orgasms, and even how to squirt. But none of these things would be possible without the life-changing sex toy products available to us. I just had no idea that it would all take me to another level of understanding myself. So whether you like learning new things, want to relate to someone, or are just looking for a hot read, I hope to give you a little bit of everything.

Follow me on Twitter @thoughtswdildo for new post alerts, or to just say high. 😉 If email is your thing, you can find me at thoughtswithdildo@gmail.com.

This is my story of self-exploration, transcendence, and some downright naughty details.


Recommended Sex Toys

There are toys I’ve discovered that have completely changed my life. I know this may sound dramatic, but I couldn’t be more serious. Some toys add a little something extra, but some toys do things that absolutely blow your mind. Below is an ongoing list of my absolute must-have, you-cannot-live-without, life-altering sex toys that I highly recommend you give a whirl:



The Magic Wand Original


The Magic Wand Original is my favorite toy on the planet. This thing has the ability to give me about 5 orgasms in one minute, or even 15 orgasms a session if I choose. Seriously. I never understood how women are able to have ‘multiple orgasms’ until I met this device. Holy crap, it exists. I wrote all about the day I discovered it.

I will never be without one in my life, and I have no idea how I haven’t worn it out yet. I’ve even heard from men about how much they love it! If you want to have the most orgasms (and most intense!) you’ve ever had in your entire life, this is the Magic Wand Original, or go cordless with the rechargeable Magic Wand.




Njoy Pure Wand

Ripley Falls, NH

I confess that I was terrified at the thought of a stainless steel dildo, but it’s rated as one of the best toys out there for G-spot stimulation and squirting. It sounded like a horrible idea – why would I want something that could double as a weapon inside me? This question and a couple others were answered the moment I had the Njoy Pure Wand between my legs. I wrote about my experience with it in detail. Spoiler alert – I had the best two orgasms of my entire life the first time I used the wand. I intend on writing a guide about some tips and tricks to using it, so stay tuned! In the meantime, you can check out the Njoy Pure Wand and begin your own experimentation!


Those are the top 2 items in my Toy Chest right now, I’ll keep you updated if I run into any other products I just can’t live without!


Do you have either of these? What do you think?